Tuesday, February 14, 2012

सोचा तो बहुत था...


सोचा तो बहुत था...
मगर जैसा सोचा था वैसा हो ना सका.....

सपनो को संजोया तो बहुत देर तक था ...
मगर हकीक़त में बदलना हो ना सका....

गम को बहुत समझाया की पास ना आ
मगर वैसा हरगिज हो ना सका
बहुत सोचा की ना सोंचू
परन्तु ऐसा भी हो ना सका ....

चला था अकेले ...
रह गया अकेले ....
साथ किसी का हो ना सका.....

दुनिया से छिपाया ...
दिल को लाख समझाया.....
पर जुबान पर ले आऊ ऐसा हो ना सका !!!!!



सोचा तो बहुत था...
मगर जैसा सोचा था वैसा हो ना सका.....

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

books... boooks.... boooks...




A song goes in my head while writing anything on books from bazigar::: '''''kitaabe bahut si padi hongi tumne ''''' ... Books have hold there own importance in life of so many people irrespective of their age, gender, location, period, thinking, religion, culture etc.It has managed to cross many borders naturally or artificially created over a period of time. Since time immemorial, sorry i do not know how long back ... man has been giving importance to reading books. Its been told by so many people be it family, friends and even enemies to read books.(a good link is there regarding books, have a look:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKVcQnyEIT8&feature=p)

Though I have not read much books apart from my text books prescribed in the class which i somehow managed, there are many books which i want to read. which i want others also to read during their leisure. Time and tide waits for none. so dont who cant manage time needs to do the same if they want to read books.Its a altogether a new world, and if we can get into the characters its like a fantastic feel by itself. Recently i read Novel Godan by Munsi premchand which was so touching and overwhelming that you feel as if you are dissolved into the caharacters. I have seen book fans who spent hours waiting for the book to get released and then finish it as fast as they can despite their busy schedule. There are other types also who read it slowly and leisurly even underlining beautiful line. rereading some contexts to get a clarity of mind.

Among one of my favourites of the lot is animal farm by George orwell , a thin yet thought provoking book on political sarcasm. I am not here to critise or propogate any book or book reading habits. Its just a general discussion about books.

I agree there is a lot of crowd which hates books., which looks down others and pity as if the readers are wasting there time. For some they really want to read the same but couldnt ... the reason i guess they themselves dont know.

Book reading is good for many reasons , the foremost i guess is increasing creativity of ideas, we learn not only from TV but from books also , its a good companion also as its like a friend and can be useful for passing time. Its a tool for entertainment, its a knowledge gaining asset, its a source of livelihoood for many like writers, editors, printers, shopkeepers. It helps in improving reading skills, vocabulary skills, it bring in a picture of society, its a mirror interpretation of thoughts. and so on ... list is long if i keep on adding and stating the same then may be i will get my name in guniess book of world records. Many benefits . i will say... it is less costly also .

But it has some demerits also . If we study in dim or low light it may effect our eyes, ultimately leading to revenue generation for doctors.It makes our mind away from real world by taking us to imaginary world. It depends on mind also the way it is perceiving things.



This is just a introduction on books... If i keep on writing only Preachings(gyan and gyan) then its of no use as its available in plenty at many places and in better ways. Some of the good reads are Prisoner of birth, kite runner, the thousand splendid suns, shantaraman, the revolutionary road, godan, rangbhumi,etc etc etc etc....


Here is a short poem on books :::


किताबो के बीच बीत गया बचपन
मगर अप्शोश करके क्या फायदा ......
पढ़ लिया अगर बचपन में अगर इतना कुछ
तो आगे पढने का क्या फायदा ........
किताबो से रख लिया लगाओ
अब नंबर ना आये तो क्या फायदा .....


मन नहीं लगता फिर भी क्या जरुरी था
मगर इतना मनमुटाव से क्या फायदा .......
जब पड़ना माना की इतना जरुरी था या है
तब नजरे चुराने से क्या फायदा .........










मन लगाकर पढ़े मन कितना भी
इम्तिहानो में जी घबराके क्या फायदा .......

पढ़ते पढ़ते लग गए माना आँखों में चश्मे ....
अब अपसोष करने का क्या फायदा ......

खिलाडी बनना था अगर .....
तो किताबो में सर खपाके क्या फायदा .....

दुनिया वालो को दिखाना जरुरी न था .....
जिम्मेदारी जताना जरुरी ना था ....
किताबे अगर अच्छा लगता ना था .....
तो जबरदस्ती गले बंधाना जरुरी न था ......

आँखों में हो अगर कोई सपना .....
तो आंखें झुकाना जरुरी न था .....
हो अगर राहे अलग ......
तो साथ जाना शायद जरुरी न था .....
आंखे हो चुकी हो जब नम......
तब मुस्कुराना जरुरी ना था .....









किताबो में अगर हो रूचि ....
तो गीत गाना जरुरी न था ....
जब मंजिल हो बगल में ही .....
तो दूर जाना जरुरी न था ....
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हो गयी अगर कोई गलती ........
तो हँसी उड़ना जरुरी न था
अगर हो किसी की कोई मजबूरी ......
तो फायदा उठाना जरुरी न था
सपने जैसे भी हो देख लिए अगर....
तो उन्हें पूरा कर दिखाना जरुरी न था ...!!!


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अगर आने वाली हो इम्तेहान की घड़ी...
तो पतंग उड़ाना जरुरी न था ......
अगर मन ना हो पढने का उसे .....
तो उसे पढ़ाना जरुरी ना था .....!!!!!!!






छुट गया जो हमारे हाथो से ....
उसकी यादो में दुखी हो जाना जरुरी न था!!!!
बीत गया जो भी पल ......
उसपे शोक मनानाजरुरी न था ......!!!!






Sunday, February 05, 2012

ye life hai take it lightly......


There are so many sayings or say gyan statements by bigwigs or small people or anyone on life and its values and ways to lead the same...
-like life is a cup of coffee and enjoy the same.....
-grass on other side always looks green so dont compare your life with others ....
and etc etc .... the list is so big that it can go on and on. It is like going on since ages. even many film songs have come up with the theme on life... like jindagi kaisi hai paheli hai.....even after so many examples and links since time immemorial there still exits quite a confusion as to how to lead a life... as to what is correct and what is wrong.... with passage of time it has become more complex and mysterious.
Its often said that u can listen to alll views but we must follow what our heart says. for that matter there is generally a big and constant fight between the heart and mind. Both trying to win and influence the others. The question that persists is :::::

Is it the life we were looking forward to... Is it what we dreamt of. Are we going in right direction. These questions are not limited to just a particular group of person or age or gender or society or region etc. Its a bit of universal phenomenon.

some people plan life and lead accordingly as if education tilll 25 , marriage at 30, kids at 32, car at 34, house at 36, and so on. The demands are unlimited and resources are definitely scarce. We keep on provisions also and other back up plans for any changes to be made accordingly. Some people dont plan things and let things come on their own. Facing at the heat of moment and taking decisions quite fast. One cannot question any technique or strategy but ya one has the habit of analysing and comapring what has happened in the past.

People have a life of their own but man being a social animal cannot keep him confined to him only. He is effected by all his surroundings like his family, friends, peer group, elders, teachers even influenced by books , tv and other personals directly or indirectly related.It some times comes to head that why to get so serious with life.



Ye life hai and we can take it lightly. Its much more than winning at each and every moment ... its much more than being the best in every nook and corner... its much more than having a huge mamooth bank balance and fantastic balance sheet... its much more than a bunch of friends and competitors.... at times life is all that we have ... yet its worth living no matter what may come and go and unfold......I agree mnay things are easier said than done... but what worries me is that have we taken life for granted ... have we burdened it with a lot of expectations... why have we believed that we have a birth right to happinesss.... Its not just destiny we should look forward too and leave everything on it... we must keep trying to do what we want to do... but certainly we are not machines ... we are not just a mere performer......

Life is so beautiful.... life is so meaningful... life is so cheerful and every aspect of life makes it complete..... its not just roses but thorns tooo that make it lively.....

I was inspired by a blog named Ye life hai take it lightly.... Hope we keep enjoying life and adding more beauty and meaning to the same....

Friday, February 03, 2012

मन के कुछ सवाल

है अडिग अविचल निश्छल मेरा पथ .....
फिर भी क्यों व्यर्थ डरता हूँ मैं......
जाने ही अनजाने में ही क्यों पल पल मरता हूँ मैं .....

रास्तो से वाकिफ हूँ जब ,,,,,,
तो आंख मुंड कर ना चल के.....
क्यों कण कण छन छन देखता चलता हूँ मैं .....

है उमीदो की एक लहर .....
है हौसलों का सिलसिला .....
फिर भी आत्मविश्वास की कमी लिए क्यों आगे बडू मैं ...

डरने की क्या बात यहाँ .....
जो कहने से कत्राऊ मैं .....
क्यों बेफिजूल की बातो में अपना सर खपाऊ मैं ....

जीवन है कोई खेल नहीं .....
क्यों ये समझ ना पाऊ मैं .....
हार नहीं कोई जीत नहीं .......
फिर भी क्यों पछताऊ मैं .....

क्यों ना चलते रहू ....
हस्ते रहू
और गीत मनोहर गाते रहू ......!!!!
जीवन को तोलु ना मैं .....
ना ही अफसोश मनाऊ मैं .....
मस्ती से जीवन क्यों ना बितायु मैं ......!!!

कोशिश मेरी जारी है ......!!!!

कोशिश मेरी जारी है ......!!!!
अरमानो की पोटली भारी है.....!!!!
क्या पता कितनी जिम्मेदारी है .....!!!!
हर शक्श की आती बारी है .....!!!!
कोशिश मेरी जारी है ......!!!!

भुत और भविष्य की बहुत हूई लड़ाई......
लगता है अब वर्तमान की बारी है .......!!!!
आग का दरिया झेल लिया .......
अब डूबने की बारी है.......!!!!!



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