main ye nahi kehta mujhe chaand chahiye...

main ye nahi kehta mujhe chaand chahiye...
magar chand ki roshani pana chaha to kya gunaah kiya...
main ye nahi kehta ki mujhe koi dushman naa mile... 
parantu kuch jindagi bhar ke dost maange to kya galti kiya...
main ye nahi kehta ki mujhe har pal muskurana hai...
ye bhi nahi manga ki mujhe rona hai... 
par dusre ko naa rulau ye maanga to kya gunaah kiya... 
maanga toh bahut kuch....bahut kuch mila bhi...
bahut kuch bin maange bhi mila bhi...
par naa milne ka gam kar baitha to kya gunaah kiya...

sapne ko haqiqat samajh baitha to kya galat kiya...!!!!
har kisi ko bhagwaan ka roop samajh baitha to kya galat kia...!!

(life is a mystery at times... we can keep aspiring and praying for.. but praying doesnt mean we will surely get it....but faith life and belief should go on.. as chalna hi jindagi hai..)

kahte hai beeta hua pal laut ke nahi aata....

kahte hai beeta hua pal laut ke nahi aata....
kahte hai gujra hua kal phir nahi dohrata....
par kal kisne dekha hai....
kal kya ho ye kisne jaana hai... 
jeena yahi... yahi mar jaana hai... 
phir bekaar ka kyu ghabraana hai... 
isliye to kahta hu...humey har pal muskurana hai...
kehte hai beeta hua pal laut ke nahi ata...
lekin kal kisne dekha hai... !!!!!!!!

log kahte hai naam mein kya rakha hai....!!!

log kahte hai naam mein kya rakha hai....!!!

maa... paa... sabka pyaar chupa rakha hai...
naam mein jeevan ka saar chupa rakha hai...

apni pehchaaan aur sadio ki shaan hota hai ye naam...
apne se jud kar sada rehta hai ye naam...
garwaalo, dosto ke jubaan par chad jaata hai ye naam...
log kahte hai naam mein kya rakha hai!!!!

holiday!!!

holiday!!!!
not just a simple day.... 
i guess all will say... its a very special day....
no matter office is on which way...
holiday is more than a day... 
it passes i agree in a crazy and hazy way... 
by the way... holiday is made in such a way... 
it seems less in all way.... be it any number of day... 
things keep pending and it seems lot to be done on only that day....
holiday is for me not just a normal day .... !!!
(live life king size and wish we can celebrate and enjoy every day like a holiday...!!)

a walk to remember!!

a walk to remember:::
in a fantastic weather..,breeze flowing everywhere...
few dogs creating terror..silent roads resulting in little scare...
few vehicles to spare... few people to stare....
in life so much thoughts to share....
but no time to spare....
who is there to care....
night is there.....
in offc so much work is there.. somewhere and everywhere..
a walk to remember.....::

dar lagta hai bheed mein kahi kho naa jayooo

dar lagta hai bheed mein kahi kho naa jayooo
apni pehchaan banane ke liye apne ko na badal jayoo....

sikha hai jo thoda bahut usey kal bhul naa jayoo.....
dar lagta hai badalte waqt ke sath main pura na badal jayoo....!!
naye dost banane ke kram mein.....purano ko na bhool jayoo..!

apne aap ko is bhagti dunia mein akela naa payoo.....!!
dur tak jaane ki aas mein ...kahi rasta naa bhatak jayoo.....!!
dar lagta hai dusro ko samajhne ke liye aisa naa ho....
ki khud ko hi naa samajh payooooooooo!!!!

baarishh ka mausam hai...

baarishh ka mausam hai... 
par main chatri lana bhul gaya.. 
bheegne ka man hai.... 
lekin sardi ka dar ka kya kam hai...
pocket mein pade mobile and purse ka na bhigna jaruri hai...
mera bheegna bhi kya kam jaruri hai....
baarish ka mausam hai... 
bheegne ka man hai...
pani me chaapak chapaak bhi karte jaana hai...
humey to kagaj ke nao ko pani me chalana hai...
cheeke aney ki parwaah kaun karta hai....
bheegne se pahle itna kyu darta hai...
neela hai akaash .... neela hai jaha.....
baarish hai jaha .... yaaha ... waaaha....

jindagi ke mayine waqt ke sath badal jaatey hai....

jindagi ke mayine waqt ke sath badal jaatey hai....
hum kuch dur chal kar phir ruk se jaatey hai....
kal ka tikhana nahi hota par sadiyo tak khwab bune jaatey hai...
kahne ko kuch bhi na ho....bakwaas kiye jaatey hai....
sapne adhure dekh kar bhi ... unhe pure kar dikhate hai... 
kabhi haskar kabhi rokar....kabhi sunkar kabhi kehkar....
jindagi ke anginat pal ko bitate chale jaatey hai..... 
jindagi ke mayine waqt ke sath badal jaatey hai....!!!

apne aap ko bhale kitna bhi badal le... waqt ko kaha badal paatey hai!!!

Kaash in taaro ko pata hota ki kaha chamakna hai ....

Kaash in taaro ko pata hota ki kaha chamakna hai ....
kaash in baarish ki boondo ko pata hota kaha tapakna hai....
kaash in hawa ke jhoko ko pata hota inhe kaha bahna hai...
kaash in panchiyo ko pata hota inhe kaha chahakna hai.... 

lagta hai aisa kyu hota hai... waisa kyu hota hai...

magar ye bhi lagata hai ki pata hota bhi to kya kar lete...
taare din me akar thode hi naa chamakte....
baarish bin badal ke thode hi naa tapakte....
hawa bin patto ke thode hi naa bahte....
panchi bin mausam ke thode hi naa chahakte....

tab lagta hai jo hota hai sayad ache ke liye hota hai....

कल के भरोसे क्या जीना जब आज अभी बाकी है ....

कल के भरोसे क्या जीना जब आज अभी बाकी है ....
बीत गए कितने ही अनगिनत पल पर जीवन अभी भी बाकि है....
सपने हो गए पुरे या रह गए माना अधूरे ... मगर पूरा करना बाकी है.....
कल के भरोसे क्या जीना जब आज अभी बाकी है....!!!!

बातें बंद क्यों हो गए कहना जब कहना अभी कुछ बाकी है....
रुक गए क्यों चलते चलते जब चलना अभी बाकी है ....


कितना भी कर लो पर बाकी कुछ तो रह जायेगा....
वरना आने वाले पल के लिए काम क्या रह जायेगा ......

जिंदगी का दस्तूर तो निभाना पड़ेगा ही....
मुस्कुराना और खिलखिलाना पड़ेगा ही ....

बाकी वाले काम ना जाने कब पुरे कर पाएंगे
या किसी कोने में दुबक कर छीप जायेंगे....
अचानक से कभी याद आएंगे....
और हलचल मच मचाएंगे.....


आज अभी बाकी है ....
आवाज अभी बाकी है .....
मौसम खुशमिजाज है... अंदाज अभी बाकी है ....
कल के भरोसे क्या जीना जब आज अभी बाकी है ....!!!!

उम्मीद पर टिका हूँ केवल मैं या टिकी हुई है सारी दुनिया....

उम्मीद पर टिका हूँ केवल मैं या टिकी हुई है सारी दुनिया....
सपने देख रहा हूँ केवल  मैं या देख रही सारी दुनिया.....
रास्ता ढूंड रहा हूँ केवल मैं या ढूंड रही सारी दुनिया....
कल के भरोसे केवल जी रहा हूँ मैं या जी रही सारी दुनिया....

कल केवल मैंने ना देखा या देख ना सकी सारी दुनिया.....
ये जीवन केवल मेरा नहीं .... जी रही सारी दुनिया.....


दुनिया की देखा देखि का लाभ भला क्या पाएंगे ....
अकेले  आये है सब अकेले ही जायेंगे....
माना दो चार पल साथ में बिताएंगे....
दुनिया वाले आखिर कब तक साथ निभाएंगे....


इस अंधियारे गलियारे में क्यों रोशनी ना फैलता हूँ मैं .....
क्यों रास्ता जब ना हो मालूम तो दूर चला जाता हूँ मैं....
मैं मैं करते बीत गया मानो सारा बचपन जीवन ....
रह गए स्वपन सब आँखों में सच नहीं हो पाया जीवन.....

देखा देखि मत कर तू क्या, दुनिया को दिखलायेगा...
जो साबित करने आया है वो साबित कर क्या पायेगा ....

दुनिया माना की तेरी है पर वो सब की न्यारी है.....

जीवन तो माना सबको जान से प्यारी है .....

मत घबरा तू.... मत शर्मा तू....
मत बात बात पे इतरा तू ....
ये दुनिया तेरी है .... और ये दुनिया मेरी है ...
ये दुनिया सबकी है .....तब किस बात की देरी है ....!!

सोचा तो बहुत था...

सोचा तो बहुत था...
मगर जैसा सोचा था वैसा हो ना सका.....

सपनो को संजोया तो बहुत देर तक था ...
मगर हकीक़त में बदलना हो ना सका....

गम को बहुत समझाया की पास ना आ
मगर वैसा हरगिज हो ना सका
बहुत सोचा की ना सोंचू
परन्तु ऐसा भी हो ना सका ....

चला था अकेले ...
रह गया अकेले ....
साथ किसी का हो ना सका.....

दुनिया से छिपाया ...
दिल को लाख समझाया.....
पर जुबान पर ले आऊ ऐसा हो ना सका !!!!!



सोचा तो बहुत था...
मगर जैसा सोचा था वैसा हो ना सका.....

books... boooks.... boooks...

A song goes in my head while writing anything on books from bazigar::: '''''kitaabe bahut si padi hongi tumne ''''' ... Books have hold there own importance in life of so many people irrespective of their age, gender, location, period, thinking, religion, culture etc.It has managed to cross many borders naturally or artificially created over a period of time. Since time immemorial, sorry i do not know how long back ... man has been giving importance to reading books. Its been told by so many people be it family, friends and even enemies to read books.(a good link is there regarding books, have a look:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKVcQnyEIT8&feature=p)

Though I have not read much books apart from my text books prescribed in the class which i somehow managed, there are many books which i want to read. which i want others also to read during their leisure. Time and tide waits for none. so dont who cant manage time needs to do the same if they want to read books.Its a altogether a new world, and if we can get into the characters its like a fantastic feel by itself. Recently i read Novel Godan by Munsi premchand which was so touching and overwhelming that you feel as if you are dissolved into the caharacters. I have seen book fans who spent hours waiting for the book to get released and then finish it as fast as they can despite their busy schedule. There are other types also who read it slowly and leisurly even underlining beautiful line. rereading some contexts to get a clarity of mind.

Among one of my favourites of the lot is animal farm by George orwell , a thin yet thought provoking book on political sarcasm. I am not here to critise or propogate any book or book reading habits. Its just a general discussion about books.

I agree there is a lot of crowd which hates books., which looks down others and pity as if the readers are wasting there time. For some they really want to read the same but couldnt ... the reason i guess they themselves dont know.

Book reading is good for many reasons , the foremost i guess is increasing creativity of ideas, we learn not only from TV but from books also , its a good companion also as its like a friend and can be useful for passing time. Its a tool for entertainment, its a knowledge gaining asset, its a source of livelihoood for many like writers, editors, printers, shopkeepers. It helps in improving reading skills, vocabulary skills, it bring in a picture of society, its a mirror interpretation of thoughts. and so on ... list is long if i keep on adding and stating the same then may be i will get my name in guniess book of world records. Many benefits . i will say... it is less costly also .

But it has some demerits also . If we study in dim or low light it may effect our eyes, ultimately leading to revenue generation for doctors.It makes our mind away from real world by taking us to imaginary world. It depends on mind also the way it is perceiving things.

This is just a introduction on books... If i keep on writing only Preachings(gyan and gyan) then its of no use as its available in plenty at many places and in better ways. Some of the good reads are Prisoner of birth, kite runner, the thousand splendid suns, shantaraman, the revolutionary road, godan, rangbhumi,etc etc etc etc....

Here is a short poem on books :::

किताबो के बीच बीत गया बचपन

मगर अप्शोश करके क्या फायदा ......

पढ़ लिया अगर बचपन में अगर इतना कुछ

तो आगे पढने का क्या फायदा ........

किताबो से रख लिया लगाओ

अब नंबर ना आये तो क्या फायदा .....

मन नहीं लगता फिर भी क्या जरुरी था

मगर इतना मनमुटाव से क्या फायदा .......

जब पड़ना माना की इतना जरुरी था या है

तब नजरे चुराने से क्या फायदा .........

मन लगाकर पढ़े मन कितना भी

इम्तिहानो में जी घबराके क्या फायदा .......

पढ़ते पढ़ते लग गए माना आँखों में चश्मे ....

अब अपसोष करने का क्या फायदा ......

खिलाडी बनना था अगर .....

तो किताबो में सर खपाके क्या फायदा .....

दुनिया वालो को दिखाना जरुरी न था .....

जिम्मेदारी जताना जरुरी ना था ....

किताबे अगर अच्छा लगता ना था .....

तो जबरदस्ती गले बंधाना जरुरी न था ......

आँखों में हो अगर कोई सपना .....

तो आंखें झुकाना जरुरी न था .....

हो अगर राहे अलग ......

तो साथ जाना शायद जरुरी न था .....

आंखे हो चुकी हो जब नम......

तब मुस्कुराना जरुरी ना था .....

किताबो में अगर हो रूचि ....

तो गीत गाना जरुरी न था ....

जब मंजिल हो बगल में ही .....

तो दूर जाना जरुरी न था ....

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हो गयी अगर कोई गलती ........

तो हँसी उड़ना जरुरी न था

अगर हो किसी की कोई मजबूरी ......

तो फायदा उठाना जरुरी न था

सपने जैसे भी हो देख लिए अगर....

तो उन्हें पूरा कर दिखाना जरुरी न था ...!!!

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अगर आने वाली हो इम्तेहान की घड़ी...

तो पतंग उड़ाना जरुरी न था ......

अगर मन ना हो पढने का उसे .....

तो उसे पढ़ाना जरुरी ना था .....!!!!!!!

छुट गया जो हमारे हाथो से ....

उसकी यादो में दुखी हो जाना जरुरी न था!!!!

बीत गया जो भी पल ......

उसपे शोक मनानाजरुरी न था ......!!!!

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ye life hai take it lightly......

There are so many sayings or say gyan statements by bigwigs or small people or anyone on life and its values and ways to lead the same...
-like life is a cup of coffee and enjoy the same.....
-grass on other side always looks green so dont compare your life with others ....

and etc etc .... the list is so big that it can go on and on. It is like going on since ages. even many film songs have come up with the theme on life... like jindagi kaisi hai paheli hai.....even after so many examples and links since time immemorial there still exits quite a confusion as to how to lead a life... as to what is correct and what is wrong.... with passage of time it has become more complex and mysterious.

Its often said that u can listen to alll views but we must follow what our heart says. for that matter there is generally a big and constant fight between the heart and mind. Both trying to win and influence the others. The question that persists is :::::

Is it the life we were looking forward to... Is it what we dreamt of. Are we going in right direction. These questions are not limited to just a particular group of person or age or gender or society or region etc. Its a bit of universal phenomenon.

some people plan life and lead accordingly as if education tilll 25 , marriage at 30, kids at 32, car at 34, house at 36, and so on. The demands are unlimited and resources are definitely scarce. We keep on provisions also and other back up plans for any changes to be made accordingly. Some people dont plan things and let things come on their own. Facing at the heat of moment and taking decisions quite fast. One cannot question any technique or strategy but ya one has the habit of analysing and comapring what has happened in the past.

People have a life of their own but man being a social animal cannot keep him confined to him only. He is effected by all his surroundings like his family, friends, peer group, elders, teachers even influenced by books , tv and other personals directly or indirectly related.It some times comes to head that why to get so serious with life.

Ye life hai and we can take it lightly. Its much more than winning at each and every moment ... its much more than being the best in every nook and corner... its much more than having a huge mamooth bank balance and fantastic balance sheet... its much more than a bunch of friends and competitors.... at times life is all that we have ... yet its worth living no matter what may come and go and unfold......I agree mnay things are easier said than done... but what worries me is that have we taken life for granted ... have we burdened it with a lot of expectations... why have we believed that we have a birth right to happinesss.... Its not just destiny we should look forward too and leave everything on it... we must keep trying to do what we want to do... but certainly we are not machines ... we are not just a mere performer......

Life is so beautiful.... life is so meaningful... life is so cheerful and every aspect of life makes it complete..... its not just roses but thorns tooo that make it lively.....

I was inspired by a blog named Ye life hai take it lightly.... Hope we keep enjoying life and adding more beauty and meaning to the same....

मन के कुछ सवाल

है अडिग अविचल निश्छल मेरा पथ .....

फिर भी क्यों व्यर्थ डरता हूँ मैं......

जाने ही अनजाने में ही क्यों पल पल मरता हूँ मैं .....

रास्तो से वाकिफ हूँ जब ,,,,,,

तो आंख मुंड कर ना चल के.....

क्यों कण कण छन छन देखता चलता हूँ मैं .....

है उमीदो की एक लहर .....

है हौसलों का सिलसिला .....

फिर भी आत्मविश्वास की कमी लिए क्यों आगे बडू मैं ...

डरने की क्या बात यहाँ .....

जो कहने से कत्राऊ मैं .....

क्यों बेफिजूल की बातो में अपना सर खपाऊ मैं ....

जीवन है कोई खेल नहीं .....

क्यों ये समझ ना पाऊ मैं .....

हार नहीं कोई जीत नहीं .......

फिर भी क्यों पछताऊ मैं .....

क्यों ना चलते रहू ....

हस्ते रहू

और गीत मनोहर गाते रहू ......!!!!

जीवन को तोलु ना मैं .....

ना ही अफसोश मनाऊ मैं .....

मस्ती से जीवन क्यों ना बितायु मैं ......!!!

कोशिश मेरी जारी है ......!!!!

कोशिश मेरी जारी है ......!!!!

अरमानो की पोटली भारी है.....!!!!

क्या पता कितनी जिम्मेदारी है .....!!!!

हर शक्श की आती बारी है .....!!!!

कोशिश मेरी जारी है ......!!!!

भुत और भविष्य की बहुत हूई लड़ाई......

लगता है अब वर्तमान की बारी है .......!!!!

आग का दरिया झेल लिया .......

अब डूबने की बारी है.......!!!!!

पूरे हफ्ते रविवार का इंतज़ार करते है ....

पूरे हफ्ते रविवार का इंतज़ार करते है ....

फिर ना जाने उसे इस कदर क्यों बर्बाद करते है ....

ना खाने का होश रहता है .....

ना कही जाने का जोश रहता है .....

सिनेमा अच्छी आती यो ही कम है .....

दाम टिकेट के वैसे भी क्या कम है....

दोस्तों के नखरे भी थोड़े थोड़े ....बाकि तो हमारे ही क्या कम है ....

घूमने जाने की जगह ही नहीं ढूँढ पाते है ........

विंडो शौपिंग भी हर बार कैसे कर पाते है...

कहने को तो हज़ारो सीरियल भी आते है

पर मन लगा के देख कहा पाते है .....

जी भर के घर में अलसाते है....

कुछ नौजवान तो घर पे भी काम लिए आते है ....

आज के ज़माने में भला खेलने कौन जाता है ....

कौन संगीत की तान में गुम सा हो जाता है ....

कई तो चिपके रहते है टीवी या लैपटॉप से ....

थोड़ा बहुत समय साफ़ सफाई में भी बिताते है....

थोड़ा बहुत समय फेसबुक पर बिताते है .....
और कुछ ना सुझा तो सो जाते है ......

फिर अगले रविवार के आने का इन्तेजार करते है .....

शायद उसे भी इस कदर ही बर्बाद करते है .....

likhawat achi nahi toh kya....

• likhawat achi nahi toh kya
• likhawat achi nahi toh kya
• soch toh achi hai
• khwab toh sache hai
• likhawat achi nahi toh kya
  • mana likhna nahi ata
  • par soch toh sachi hai

barish ka mausam hai.....

barish ka mausam hai...
barish ka mausam hai...
par chatri lana bhul gaya
bheegne ka man hai
par sardi ka dar kya kam hai
barish ka mausam hai
pocket mein kuch paise
aur ek mobile
bheeng gaye agar hum
toh unko kaise bachaye
barish ka mausam hai
par bheenge ka bahut man hai

dost har gali kuche mein mila nahi karte....

dost har gali kuche mein mila nahi karte....
dost har baat pe sayad lada nahi karte....

dost hai jaise bhi hai... rahenge apne....
milkar jiyenge... milkar hasenge....
dost milenge toh baatien khub karenge....
maggi raat ke andhere mein chupke se banayege....
dosto ke bday ki tayaari mein sadiyo beetayenge.....
dosto ka kya hai....
dosto ka kya hai...
jaha bhi hai....
jaise bhi hai.....
apne hai and apne hi kahlayenge.....
mana ki sapne sath nahi dekhe....
par sapno ko pura kar dikhayenge
aaj nahi toh kal ... apna naam roshan kar mohalle ko jagmagayenge.....
mana ghar ki yaad satati hai....
dosti thoda bahut hi man bahlati hai
par sach kahe....
dosti humey bahut raasss ati hai....
par sach kahey dosti humey bahut raas ati hai

jai poddar....!!!jai poddar......!!!!!

it all happened in 2004 when i landed up in a place called poddar chhatra niwas ... a name which will become so much a part of my history ... my memory i didnt knew when i entered the place... 
150 cr avenue... a location so marvellous that nobody staying in there can deny ... be it metro of mg road which some like kheria from our batch had mastered so well that even a minute here and there was not there..... plus 2 important railway stations are nearby howrah as well as sealdah as if its centrally located... easy to move in all around kolkata... be it any means of transport tram, bus ... metro etc... 

i guess all living there know all this and i must not stress much on it... 

some might think as if whats the reason behind my this post... i will just say that was feeling nostalgic about a place where i have spent say 6 years of my life... 

now would like to share some facts and memories of my stay.... 

there are many things which i learnt and liked about the place but some topping my priority list are :

i have learnt to believe in god more religiously during my stay at hostel... be it our regular visits to nearby machua temple or other ones for special occasons such as kalighat,dakshineshwar, bhutnath, etc... it was dusring those days that festivals pata lagte the kab atey hai kab jaatey hai... kya kaise hota hai... getting falhaar in mess on shivratri was simply great.... visiting birla temple at night was quite unique... adding to the beauty was visit to churches during christmas time even when we had cs or cwa exams.

we were not just interested in present and future ... past stories ke charche bhi bahut the.. like ragging.... bhut.... etc.... topics kuch bhi ho.... log koi bhi ho...
khub adde chalte the....

one more great time was saraswati puja celebrations... be it rangoli,... murti bringing, decoration, arti, holi everything ... it seems tat thats the best we can ask for... 

exam time was also a great learning experience... learning tips from seniors was an experience in itself... aise pad ... waise pad and alll... and i must say it hepled a lot.... plus it was great to watch people study with such dedication and planning ... a little tension do use to crop up here and there.... 

food changed a lot during the stay at hostel... earlier their was charm about special diet which gradually lost its sheen but still the standards were high than outside market... nasta was always fun with help of shivesh ji ,, biltu ji and mahendra ji... which was making us lazy day by day... adding to it was mohan ji and barber... kai baar toh kai dino tak bahar naa jaye tab bhi kaam chale.... 

plus hostel and its people help in getting recognition at tutions and colleges too... we also were able to capitalise and strengthen the history and legacy by becoming the part of same... 

During my stay used to meet a lot of excellent people who have taught a lot in life, help me in time of support... at times it was difficult to cope with a few but somehow things were pretty wonderful... and great ....

the bonding was mindblowing as so many days have passed by but still it seems as if its a matter of yesterday only... at times it seems as if to have a sunday sandwich of shivesh ji... its still very interesting to know about hostel and its developments and happenings... 

in hostel only i learnt some interest in volley balll ... and how to miss the thrill and fun of sports be it indoors like tt and carrom and badminton ... volleyball and cricket.. It was real fun to watch inter floor matches as if both floors were enemies since ages .... what a thrilll... i would say.... 

plus thanks to my sweet roommates for such a wonderful and mindblowing tiime.... room adda ... room party and all are still a part of memoriess... be it seniors like gaurav bhaiya, sumit bro, arpan da or juniors like akshay....anand ... vipul... vinay and vivek .... their cooperation and support cannot be denied.... 

a lot of credit goes to the batch mates too... and plus point was it was a awesome batch with less disputes regarding power ... though some may blame it for less work during tenure but still nevermind.... 

keshav to begin with is a great singer with good presentation skills be it singing be it marking the photos with dates etc.... nostalgic person who carries memories well... and to suit to his interest was singhal jisey pyaar se bhaga bulate the... loud songs like aditi used to play in his room... next in room was piyush ... thin lamartinere ...cheerful... leader like mess chairman and puja coordinator etc... jubin who has great chemistry with jain and was really commendable... could have learnt few stock market skills from him,,, next room was mine adjacent to library.... and then was our bcom champion pankaj... koi dharam bulaye ussey tab dekhna... next was our sweet chotu sumit who is busy with city bank now.... and to folllow is saurav... the married man.... next room was our batch adda room and most popular kheria used to live in there... and no one can forget the pomp and celebration of his birthdays ... with him was neeraj megotia.... the business tyccon... now practicing... good coordination ... in 11 was our smarty prateek... who got early with future first.... 13 belongs to lath.... who is rank material.... 14 is rahul who is tax champion... likes alu chokha and alll... pyaaj masala.... 15 is natu pankaj.... great company and support ... you just ask him and he will never say no..... then begins the 2nd floor..... piyush lohia ... known to speak less but yet quite good.... giving him company was our studious guy who i feel was encyclopedia none other than ayush... who bought pride with his ranks... in 20 was kunal sultania.. mba guy... 21 was our president vikas who is jolly and supportive,,, who we called vishnu.... 22 belongs to sandeep ... different yet quite intelligent... 24 mein bharech tha... good... knowledge.... 25 me gaurav... who was real fun..26 me apna gharelu doctor vikkky urf nirmal.... quite a helpful person... 27 mein jindal babu who also was good company ..... and 34 belongs to kedia.... from malda... was good to hear his marwari... ...nostalgic too about hostel.... 

special thanks to room mates of room 15, 10 also who have also adjusted a lot and given us lot of space in their precious life....

the batch was a mixed blend with people from all places and of different kind yet they adjusted marvellously with each other in a common roof for a common goal callled ca... the cooperation helped a lot.....

not to forget the ram vilas ji and ganesh ji whose phone calls attending and security etc was good.... agm and egm etc was also quite a political experience....

watching the road from the terrace was really good... watching cricket match in mess.... some things become quite a part of sweet memories.... 

though i may not have named many people who were so crucial during my stay... but thanks to them in totality ... directly or indirectly a lot was being done by all....

i wish all the best.... to alll.... associated with it.... we may have parted ways to different places and organisations with different priorities and roles... yet i always feel ki somewhere down the mind we are still connected deeply to the place and people who have given us a lots..... no matter what no one can take poddarians out of us.... 

thanks for reading my views.... keep smiling ... keep rocking ... keep enjoying life...

i wonder at timess....

i wonder at times as to what and how life is going....
whether we should disturb or let it go flowing.....
i wonder at times as to what and how life is going....


one expect a lot of things which never come true....
yet one never stop expecting.....
at times new things come true on there own....
yet we never feel oblidge ......

we see so many people different in taste and thoughts ....
yet we never stop comparing......
we see so many people with some similarity ....
yet we never stop fighting ......


i wonder the way life goes....
sometimes we keep tring to achieve a lot as if believing in karma.....
sometimes we stop trying even anything leaing everything for destiny.....
sometimes we are modern enough to sound real scientific.....
sometimes we are traditional following the oldest ritual possible....


we are the same or we keep changing....
why we keep questioning..... life and it means....
even at time we get sad by getting answers....
or getting happy with not getting answers .....
as if alll is happening for something great and good.....
and sometimes saying why its happening with us only....

i wonder at times what life expects from us or what we expect from life.....

what i feel is its our life.... its precious enough to enjoy .....

काश मन की बातें मन में ही ना छुपानी होती

काश मन की बातें मन में ही ना छुपानी होती
जो दिल में होता मेरे वो ही जुबान पर होती
मुखौटे का खेल मिचौनी में ना भागेदारी होती
जीवन में सच रहता केवल झूठ की जगह ना होती
काश मन की बातें मन में ही ना छुपानी होती

असली नकली कें दरमियान चुनना  कमजोरी ना होती
ढका धुक्क्की का खेल ना होकर सीधी लाइन सी होती
जीवन  तीखी  ना  होकर  मिसरी  की  तरह  होती
काश मन की बातें मन में ही ना छुपानी होती

छुपकर या पीठ पीछे ना बुराई की होती
जिंदगी में हर बात पर  ना लड़ाई की होती
हकीक़त सें अगर हमने दोस्ती की होती
तो सपनो के साये में ना दुबकी लगाई  होती
काश मन की बातें मन में ना छुपायी होती

दोस्त हर मोर पर नजर आएंगे .............................

दोस्ती का परचम हर दिन लहराएगा .........

दोस्त केवल एक दिन थोड़े ही काम आयेगा ...........

हर कोई मिलने वाला दोस्त थोड़े ही कहलायेगा ...........

चले हम कही भी जाये दोस्त हमेशा याद आएंगे .......

कुछ दोस्त ऐसे है जिनको भूल ना पाएंगे.......

कोशिश है की हरदम साथ निभाएंगे .........

जिंदगी के हर मोर पर दोस्त नजर आएंगे....

हम अगर मुश्कुरायेंगे तोह वोह खिल्खिलायेंगे

कंजूस हो तो मिस काल देंगे पर बात जरूर करेंगे....

आलसी हो तो समस पड़ेंगे भले जवाब ना देंगे ......

अपने नजर ना ए भले ... पर अपना पैगाम पहुचाएंगे ...

दोस्त ऐसे है की कितनी भी भीड़ क्यों ना हो .......

दोस्त ऐसे है की कितनी भी भीड़ क्यों ना हो .......

नजर जरूर आएंगे....वो अलग नजर आएंगे.....

दोस्त हर मोर पर नजर आएंगे .............................

Thanks for being there since time immemorial and towards infinity .... may god bless us all........

jindagi ki raftaar......

jindagi ki raftaar itni hai ....

ki sath chale toh thik hai....

warna fasle lambe najar aney lagte hai...

jo sath chalte the kabhi wo koso dur najar aney lagte hai....

humey kya pata hota hai janaa hai kidhar....

bhid ke piche kai baar chale jaate hai idhar udhar.....

jindagi ki raftaar itni hai ....

ki sambhal kar phisal kar phir sambhal jaatey hai.....

bichad kar milkar log phir bichad jaatey hai......

iss raftaar ne humko bahut kuch sikhaya......

man bhale udaas sa ho phir bhi hasna sikhaya.....

bhuk na lagi ho bhale time par khana kha lena sikhaya....

tik tik karti khadi ... ke hisaab par machine ki tarah jina sikhaya......


na ab uda paatey hai patang khuli hawa meeinn hum.....

na hum dekh paatey panchi udte mast gagan mein.....

taaro se to maano tut gaye rishte naate humaree.....

raat ke andhere me maano dhundli ho rahi hai yaadein.....

dimaag par chad gaya hai maano paise ka chaska.....

har koi laga raha hai bephiful jooth ko maska....

phir bhi muskurane ko dil chahta hai.....
phir bhi geet gaane ko dil chhaahta hai....
phir bhi dost banane ko dil chhaahta hai....
phir bhi ghoomne jaane ko dil chhhaahhttaa hai......
phir bhi bindaas bephikar masti se jeene ko dil chaaahhhhhhhhtttttttaaa hai....................

come on ..... we all can do it........ ... we were doing it... we are doing it and we will do it.... enjoy life.... as its the best and least we can do for ourselves and all around us.....

जिंदगी के अनगिनत पल यो ही बीत जाते है

जिंदगी के अनगिनत पल यो ही बीत जाते है

कुछ पल इतने पास रहते है की अक्सर याद आते है

कुछ पल बीती हूवी यादो में गूम हो जाते है

पलो का क्या है आते जाते रहते है

पर हर पल में कोई किस्सा छुपा होता है

जीवन का कोई न कोई हिस्सा छुपा होता है

भूलना चाहे कितना भी हम पर साथ इतना गहरा है

की सपनो में भी कई बार इन्ही पलों का पहरा रहता है

कितने ही पल में हम कितना ही मुश्कुराए

कितने ही पल में हम थोडा बहुत शर्माए

कितने ही पल में हम हल्का फुल्का घबराये

पर केवल अच्छे पल रखे और बाकि हटा दें

तो अलग सी हो जाएगी जिंदगी......

मानो बेरंग सी हो जाएगी जिंदगी.....

क्यूंकि जंगले में केवल पलाश नहीं उगते

यहाँ वहा घास फुश भी उग आते है

सच मनो तोह जंगल की शोभा बढ़ाते है

जीवन में हर पल अपने आप में भरपूर है

so enjoy each moment no matter how small.... how diluted ... how indifferent ... how far ......

kaha ho ajkal yaad nahi karte

kaha ho ajkal yaad nahi karte,,, dikhte ho online magar baat nahi karte
lagta hai arsa ho gaya dekhe huye,,, kaha chupe baithe ho dikhayi nahi dete
purane dost dur hotey jaa rahe hai ,,, yaadoien mein mano gum hotey jaa rahe hai
kahne ko baatein kam padti jaa rahi hai.... mobile companiya badti jaa rahi hai
ho raha bhale hi jod dar khotale par humare jeb me paise kam padti jaa rahi hai

talia toh log baatoin par khub bajate hai ,,, paise lene ho udhaar toh dur tak najar naa atey hai ....

ek naye sahar me jee raha hun main ek ajnabi ki tarah......

ek naye sahar me jee raha hun main ek ajnabi ki tarah......

rashte hai tang magar gadia aur log bahut.....

jeene ka andaaaj alag bhasa aur veshbhusa alag......

apni alag pehchaan liye jee raha raha hun main ....

ek naye sahar me purani yaadein liye jee raha hun main kisi tarah.....

raaah par log teji se chale jaate hai......

hum toh ruk ruk kar raaste puchte rah jaate hai .....

is tej bhagti dunia me dheeere dheere haule haule jee raha hun main .....

anjaan si sahar ko bhi apna samajh kitni masti se jee raha hun main.....

bus ke number ka koi hissab nahi mujhe...

paise mange behisaab auto wale toh unka koi jawaab nahi mujhe ......

raste anek hai jo lagti hai ek si mujhko.....

par har raste me chaap dhundta challlo main .....

har mor pe ruk ruk kar pata puchta challloooo main.....

log bhale ho kitne bhi bhole har log ko shak ki najar se dekhta challoooo main ......

naye jagah naye log par wohi purana admi sa jeeta jaa raha hun main.....

gettting lost in the new city ......

getting new hopes in the new city......

dhundne ko bahut kuch ......bhulne ko bahut kuch.....

apne purane sahar se aye hai log bhi yaha bahut kuch .....

kaaam ki talash main ye khud ki pehchaan banane ki aaas mein.....

mila raha hun apne aaap ko is naye anjaan sahar mein....

purane dosto ka sath bhi hai humey nibhana .....

aur naye dost bhi hai humey banana .......

abhi abhi toh aye hai ... abhi toh humey bahut dur jaaana.....

padosh mein rahte hai log yaha pe bahut.....

par janta nahi koi yaha pe padosi......

gadia chalti hai yaha khali bhale hi....

par apna samajh lift koi deta nahi yaha pe......

yaha pe bhi mil jaate hai bahut log aise jo dikhte hai pure apne sahar jaise.....

puchte hai hum toh naam kewal unka,,, pate bhi bata dete hai woh apne.....

yahi sahar jald ho jayega apna......

yahi ke bahut log ban jayenge apne ........

yahi umeed hai ki jald sach ho jaaye ye sapna.....

kho diya hai bahut kuch pane ki aaas mein....

khona nahi chahta main khud apne aaap ko ek ajnabi ki tarah......

ek naye sahar me jee raha hun ek ajnabi ki tarah.....

udna chahta hun main mast panchi ki tarah......

udta rahoo main ek panchi ki tarah.....

bandh na jayu kisi pinjre me panchi ki tarah.....

kya karoo mujhe ye gagan sameer bulate hai....

par naa jaane kyu ye thakaan rulate hai .....

jee toh chahta hai chooo loo asmaan....

aksar ped par lade phal mujhe lalchate hai ....

man me chanchalta aur vyakulta badate hai....

par un armaano ka kya jinhe sanjoye itne hai....

kisi mahal ke shandaar nakasshi se thode hi kam hai ....

udna chahta hun main mast panchi ki tarah......

na koi bandish...... naa koi apsana .... na ho mere lautne ka tikhana .......

dreams always inspire you ..... motivates you to move towards the path of success.............